I’m struggling emotionally!
I’m struggling to breath!
I took time out today to catch up with my special friend.
We walked leisurely through the forest woods, taking in the mirrored scenery of tall pines, that shadowed calmly onto the glinting lake. Our pups moving in and out, gliding through undergrowth, like squirrels hunting for nuts.
I could see she was tired, her eyes like seaside lollipops; big and stripy; waiting to be sucked in and reduced for good. She’s drained, emotionally, everything has been sucked out of her. She has and still is doing her best to hold the family together, to be rid of the bad thoughts and actions her son desires.
She is the rock of the family, everyone relies on her.
Like a dark hole drawing her in, she then tells me she can’t do it anymore!
Her own emotions are now being drawn into her own son’s mind-set. She thinks about it, she talks about it – but she knows she can’t do it! What would they do ‘Without Her’!
But she can, she is strong and tomorrow will be another day. Where she weakens today, she will wake tomorrow, even stronger to continue to nurture her son’s thought process, to protect him from the demon leaches, his feelings and emotions.
She’s struggling emotionally!
She is struggling to breath!